Zen_Racer's Recovery Journal

[zen_racer]

Thank you for sharing that, NK.  It helps knowing that I'm not alone in that, and that it might be more normal than I would think.  I'm sorry that you're dealing with one of those elephants as well. 

Both my cat and me fully endorse the giggling at him enjoying the open counters!

I'm feeling sicker, and my temperature is up by about 1.5 degrees F.  Not feeling super horrible, but the cold is annoying.  I've been so tired.

I had someone text me a song today, saying that it made them think of me.  It was a song titled "Don't be so hard on yourself".  I'm confident that it was sent with good intentions, and was related to something we had discussed while talking previously.  My first reaction was to try to argue that I wasn't that hard on myself, but very quickly realized that it was something we had both known was true.  What struck me was that she hasn't known me super long, which made it sink in a little bit that I must be harder on myself than I realize if it's that obvious.