Desert Flower's Recovery Journal

[sanmagic7]

DF, i really liked your visualization of the stream, letting the note drop into it, watching it flow away, and then the boxes of 'stuff' going in afterwards - i think it was not only a beautiful way to let things go, but very powerful as well.  i want to remember this for future 'letting go's'.

and i agree w/ SO about the concept of 'stay'.  again, so powerful and meaningful.  i recall too many times when i haven't been able to stay and just dissociated instead, sent a surrogate in to take my place who had little to no power at all, but was just a means to get thru the situation.  some really good stuff here.  thanks for all of it.  love and hugs

[Chart]

How many times can you show someone the light and have them not listen?

I found this synchronistic just now and on several levels : How many times can we realize the truth and just not feel it?

I believe feelings exist, but they're not necessarily "true".

Here's to not judging ourselves... and letting go of our torturer's stories...
 

[Desert Flower]

We're clearing out our mother's house.

I'm okay. I can do this.

[sanmagic7]

you CAM do this!  sending support and presence to help you thru.  love and hugs

[SenseOrgan]

 

[sanmagic7]

ooops!  misspelled CAN - kinda takes away from the thought.  sorry.

you got this, DF.  we're here with you all the way.  love and hugs

[Desert Flower]

No worries San, thank you for being here 

[sanmagic7]