Papa Coco's Recovery Journal

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[sanmagic7]

yes we are, PC, and i'm together with you.  everyone here gives me the strength i need to keep going.  it is a real connection that i've hung onto for over a decade.  so glad i found this place, these people.

i've chosen to hand forgiveness over to some higher power who will take care of it for me.  it does similar for me as you spoke about - lets the poison out.  i've only hated one person, actually felt the hatred, and it was horrid but it also felt natural at the time, organic in a sense that i didn't set out to feel that way, it just came over me.  it's finally left me somehow, but i know it was there for a time and i hope i don't have to feel it again.

i'm glad your day has started out well, you're feeling pretty good.  i hope you have more days like this.  love and hugs