I Am

[sanmagic7]

i agree with blueberry, bach.  hang tough, ok?  we're hangin' right beside you.  you're not alone in this.  i found many relatable thoughts in what you wrote.  sending love and a big hug filled w/ care and comfort.

[dollyvee]

That's great Bach    I hope you're able to talk to, befriend, and have compassion for those parts.

I'm really happy for you that you stuck with exploring something that seemed fuzzy, or untrue. Like Blueberry said these sound like big realizations.

Sending you support,
dolly

[Bach]

This is what Left Hand says:

I'm scared.  Afraid of success, afraid of failure.  Freeze isn't fun but it's SAFE.  I love you Left Hand.

Left Hand also drew a picture:
https://www.flickr.com/photos/31314134@N06/shares/sQ6Jz574Ya

[Chart]

I want to chip in and affirm what others are saying. Realizations like you're having are just the thing those invalidated inner parts are crying out for. Before moving on to a new chapter we absolutely have to finish past ones. If we don't, the story is fragmented. For a book to be whole each part must be written in Truth. It's horribly hard and extremely painful. But it IS indeed the true sign that mourning and healing can begin. I wish it was faster too. I'm in the midst like you, Bach. It's really really hard. Don't give up, okay? Me too I want to keep going. Your story helps me know I'm nit alone. Thank you.
 

[NarcKiddo]

Left Hand drew a lovely picture, of a very precious bird. And I think it is good to explore what Left Hand has to say. I have tried a bit of that, on and off. I should do more of it. Thank you for the reminder.

 

[sanmagic7]

sending much care and comfort as you travel this difficult path, bach.  these realizations can be difficult, but i agree they come to us to be listened to, and their revelations can be priceless.  love and hugs