Not Alone: 2022

[Not Alone]

Armee and Rainy Diary, I was feeling down on myself that the interaction w/ my H was so distressful to me. Your words helped me to feel like it was okay that I was upset. Thank you.

[Not Alone]

Feeling vulnerable. Had therapy tonight.

[rainydiary]

Not Alone, I am thinking of you. 

[Armee]

Vulnerable makes sense. I hope your T has helped little and grown up you feel heard and believed and supported.

[sanmagic7]

thinking of you, notalone.  hope you're doing ok.  and, yeah, i agree with the others - it's ok to get upset.  you matter.  love and hugs

[Not Alone]

I haven't been on OOTS for about five weeks. The absence was not planned. Current situations have consumed my time. I hope to catch up with people, but not sure when that can happen. Work and other people and circumstances are taking a lot of time and energy.

I'm feeling very rattled right now. Another conversation with my H. It's a bit crazy-making. He takes no responsibility for the brokenness in our relationship. Also, the way he thinks about things is ----unique. I was going to write more, but with all of his judgement, I am fearing judgement.

[Bach]

Not Alone, dear, it's good to see you. I'm sorry things are hard.  Remember you have people here who care and understand and don't judge, and write whatever is helpful for you

[Armee]

I agree with Bach. And I've been wondering about how you have been doing. 

[rainydiary]

Not Alone, I appreciate your update and am here to receive what you feel up to sharing.

[sanmagic7]

notalone, i join the others in saying i'm not here to judge.  i'm sorry you're going thru a rough patch right now, and the husband stuff just sucks, to my mind.  i'm with you, tho, as are we all.  love and hugs

[Not Alone]

Bach, Armee, RainyDiary, San,
So good to jump on here briefly and receive your kind support. I'm running to an appointment, but warm greetings to all.

[CactusFlower]

I know you're busy, just popping in to show support and glad to see you again!

[Not Alone]

Thank you, Cactus Flower. I appreciate your support.

[Hope67]

Hi Not Alone,
It's good to know you're ok.  I know that you have a lot going on at the moment, but I'm glad to hear from you in your journal, and I am sending you a supportive heartfelt hug 

Hope 

[Not Alone]

Thank you, Hope. I appreciate you.

I had a bit of a cold the last few days, not bad. For the most part my heart is fairly protected from my husband's avoidant behaviors. Being sick and being ignored by him did increase my loneliness.