Tee's first journal

Started by Tee, June 23, 2019, 04:55:32 AM

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Not Alone

One moment at a time. Do whatever you need to do (that is healthy and not self-destructive) to get through the night. Standing with you, Tee.

Tee

My daughter just say on my lap and snuggled while we watched frozen. That really helped but still really struggling. I don't want to be here anymore. There is no point. Thanks for the support thought I was going to be ok.  But then the crushing of dreams and getting in trouble for doing my job my ICr is going crazy and triggering me to feel useless unwanted trash :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:

Three Roses

You are in the middle of circumstances that are not set in stone, things can change in a day. We're here to listen and support you.  :hug:

sanmagic7

 :yeahthat:

one minute, one more, one more and it'll be tomorrow.  you are valuable and important to us and your kids.  never forget that.  love and  :grouphug:

MoonBeam

Heart felt  :hug: to you Tee. We'll get through this. It will lift and tomorrow is a new day. I'm with you, understanding 100%.

Sceal

Sounds so difficult to be where you are right now. I'm sending you all the warmth I can.  :hug:, if that's okay

Snowdrop

Sending you  :hug: if that's OK. You're not alone. You're valued and worthy.

sanmagic7

 :cheer:  you made it to today - well done, sweetie!!  hope it goes well for you with your t.  love and hugs.

Tee

You made me smile San. Thanks for cheering for me waking up.

Thanks for all the support. Everyone not sure how I'm going to make it through this but I'll keep trying. :hug:

Blueberry

Sending  :hug: :hug:  :grouphug: and strength from OOTS to keep on keeping on, minute by minute. We are here for you.

I'm sorry about the job.  :hug:

MoonBeam

Wanted to say I'm thinking of you Tee. 

Sending you a  :hug: and deep compassion for what you are going through. We're here with you.

Tee

#131
Thanks everyone still really struggling made it to therapy though that helped a little. Your support here helps more than you know. Not sure I'll be post much though trying to stop the looping and self loathing. :'( :stars:

Three Roses

I'm right there with you today, Tee, with the self loathing. But we don't deserve loathing, we need compassion.

You post a lot on others' threads and are so supportive. Make sure you keep some of that support for Tee.  :hug:

sanmagic7

i agree w/ 3r - you deserve your own support and compassion as you're going thru this.   you're amazing!  love you!   :grouphug:

Not Alone

Tee, understand the looping and self-loathing. The truth is that you are worthy of care and kindness. I hope this is okay to say and brings you comfort and not distress; I am praying that you feel God's comfort and compassion.  :hug: