Hi solongStockholm,
Been there, countless times. With increased healing it's been lessening.
Comparing oneself with others doesn't help. My FOO was always comparing me with others when I was growing up, and also belittling my emotional pain. They talked about people with "real problems" and that I had invented my own anyway. Children and teenagers with "real problems", that would be those cases you'd read about in the newspaper, as if other problems don't count. I certainly have "real problems" now, like can hardly work.
Anyway, I think my tendency to make light of my own problems stems from what I always heard growing up and the more I learn to distance myself from FOO the more I learn to trust my own judgement. People like in inpatient therapy reacting to what I was saying has helped a lot too. That's validating. Like: "while you were saying that, my arm went numb" or "Look, I'm crying at your pain too".
Agree also with Moonlighter - give yourself rewards and congratulate yourself on all the progress you've been making. I hope I'm allowed to give you a
Been there, countless times. With increased healing it's been lessening.
Comparing oneself with others doesn't help. My FOO was always comparing me with others when I was growing up, and also belittling my emotional pain. They talked about people with "real problems" and that I had invented my own anyway. Children and teenagers with "real problems", that would be those cases you'd read about in the newspaper, as if other problems don't count. I certainly have "real problems" now, like can hardly work.
Anyway, I think my tendency to make light of my own problems stems from what I always heard growing up and the more I learn to distance myself from FOO the more I learn to trust my own judgement. People like in inpatient therapy reacting to what I was saying has helped a lot too. That's validating. Like: "while you were saying that, my arm went numb" or "Look, I'm crying at your pain too".
Agree also with Moonlighter - give yourself rewards and congratulate yourself on all the progress you've been making. I hope I'm allowed to give you a