lupus and cptsd. a life of triggers.

[kbell]

On a humourous note....I recently realized why my lupus pisses me off so much. It reminds me of my mother. Really. Memories.....every time I start to feel good its there...like a sugar crazed six year old playing whack-a-mole, ready to smack me over the head and knock me down a notch or two!  I feel like a child again tiptoing arouNd, avoiding sunlight and inflammatory everything, just like I used to avoid b's in school and white glove dust tests! life again revolves around avoiding triggers so I don't have to fear for my life.....ah sweet ironic life!  I'll win this round too though....(smiles)