Living with the cruelty

[Alexandra]

 Hello ; While I do have C-PTSD, which is a daily challenge, another issue is living with all of the cruelty,I have been subjected to, mostly, by my so-called mother, just one example : when I was 5 years old, my so-called ,who was my biological  mother told me " I am not going to be your mother any more, I am tired of being a mother, I do not want to be a mother anymore", just how am I supposed to live with such cruelty , even after all these years , I still do not know ,I just carry the memories, like a ball and chain, Perhaps others who have lived with cruelty will let me know how they live with it.thanks