TW: I guess it belongs here

[Divergent]

It's hard to say this is the spot my story fits...

Satanic Fascist Familial Trafficking.
Daughter who was never wanted.

The forum that banned me for telling them about the data breach.
My information was accessed.
They won't tell me who.
They have done nothing to protect me.

Dare I say it?
I don't know if they'll find me.
I know they never stop trying
I'm too dangerous.

[Divergent]

I'm scared to post this, scared even here, on an international forum with no connection to the country specific, scared they'll find me...
I've successfully ran for 8 years, from a dad that trafficked me for 21 years... a group that tortured me... who made me what they called a 'breeder'.

they've put my life in jeopardy and they'll never admit it.

[NarcKiddo]

I'm sorry. I hope that with time you will start feeling safer, both here and in general. You have done well to escape and you deserve somewhere you can feel safe and at ease.

[Kizzie]

Hey Divergent, I am so sorry you are still on the run and worried you will be found. I'd recommend you don't post anything that reveals your current location or other identifying info if you want to feel safer. This might include talking about your abuse in more general terms. In terms of data breaches, if that happened here the only info a hacker would get is the city or town you live in (depending on your IP address so if you use a proxy then you are safe from even that), and your email address. We don't keep actual names, addresses or phone numbers.

Have you ever given any thought to going to the police about your abuse/trafficking? More and more people in your situation are doing so these days and the police are responding by investigating and prosecuting perpetrators including family members. Gisèle Pelicot comes to mind. A recent cult is "His Way Spirited Assemblies: Leaders of this Southern California group faced investigation in early 2026 for murder and years of torture, including starvation and forced marriages of minors." No pressure to do so of course, it was just a thought about reducing your fear by taking control. I do see how fearful you are though and understand this might be way beyond you at least right now.

As time goes on, I hope you do feel safe and comfortable here. It can be healing for us to have a safe haven where we can talk with others who get it. 

[Divergent]

Hi Kizzie

The police told me last year to give up and stop making statements. I'd spent 15 years making statements and them doing nothing.
In regards to the anonymity I'm OCD level careful, this group I escaped from is international, so trauma details in regards to location are something that aren't country specific

[Kizzie]

So sorry the police were of no help Divergent, sadly this is sometimes still the case as you have experienced.

This brings to mind for me the 'Church' of Scientology - international, wealthy, and buffered by those in power they have bought off. They are infamous for chasing down people, doxing them, keeping them from their families, etc. It seems to come down to how wealthy these cults are, who they have bought (police, judges, politicians), and how strong a narcissist is at the helm. Leah Remini and Mike Rinder did a whole deep dive series with lots of high ranking ex-Scientologists and in the end nothing changed. I am astonished they are still operating with impunity but they are.

I find that frightening truth be told, especially as we see others doing the same thing in America and around the world. As the child of N parents I know that we need to never, ever let N's into positions of power because they do not care about anyone except themselves and as such are dangerous. We have to become wise to their ways and that takes critical thinking, something that does not seem in great supply at the moment.