The tipping point…

[NarcKiddo]

That is so heart-warming, Chart. I'm glad your son came home from school. Obviously not glad he was sick but since you say he was not "that" sick then maybe there was just a little pull on the invisible web of the universe that made him come home just when you needed him to.

 

[Armee]

 

Stunning. Beautiful.

[Desert Flower]

Yes, what the rest said Chart! Beautiful indeed. 

[TheBigBlue]

  💛 💛 💛 💛 💛

[blue_sky]

"THIS SH*T ENDS HERE! THERE WILL BE NO MORE ABANDONMENT TRAUMA IN THIS %#!&-ing family... I gave simple solid honest value to my daughter, both my kids... My dear good children: I see you, I recognize your difficulties. You are valid, you are worthy and though it needs no proof, the love I feel for you makes it all true."

Chart I have told you this during our zoom calls as well. Your kids are super lucky to have a superDAD like you! People always talk about superMOMs and compare mums to wonderwoman. You, Chart, my friend, are a HERO.

  

[dollyvee]

Like NK said, what geese bonding time to share with your kids 

Geese = great

[Chart]

Marcine, SanMagic, SenseOrgan, NarcKiddo, Armee, DesertFlower, TheBigBlue, BlueSky, Dollyvee!!!
Good lord, thank you! I feel like my thanks are so insufficient. But, lordy, your presence, it helps so much. I still feel like a fraud, but I know the inner critic does fraud really well... so I just try to ignore the IC as much as I can. It's such a struggle for me to receive. I can give. Was trained to give. Was trained to climb up on that cross and give until my last breath, but receiving is a million times harder. I breath, I relax, it's okay. Might never go away... completely. It is such a funny feeling... people always say "Trust your feelings"... sadly, with Cptsd, it's just not possible, so many of my "feelings" are just dead-wrong.
Thank you all again soo much.