Tee's first journal

[Tee]

Thanks snowdrop. I could use a hug not looking forward to trying to sleep or going to work in the morning. 

[Snowdrop]

 

I can understand that. Been in that position, unfortunately, so I know what it's like.

I'm making you a cup of relaxing tea, and sending you wishes for a peaceful rest. 

[Sceal]

That doesn't sound like a very helpful or kind environment to be working at. I really hope you get good news on friday

[Three Roses]

Keeping my fingers crossed for good news Friday! 

[Jazzy]

Tomorrow, right? I hope you get some good news... and that you can sleep tonight. Take care!

[Tee]

Thanks everyone for the well wishes.  Today was really rough felt sick and triggered by just being at work today.  .
Hoping tomorrow is better and that I here in the morning about the job.

[Not Alone]

I hope you get the job, Tee. That's awful that the person at work is so demeaning. You deserve kindness and respect.

[sanmagic7]

adding my hopes to all the rest that you get the news you want on fri.  so very sorry you're in such a crummy environment.  hang tough, sweetie.  we're hangin' right beside you.  sending love and a hug filled w/ luck!   

[Snowdrop]

My fingers are crossed. I really hope you get good news. 

[Tee]

My head is raging but need to try to sleep thanks for positive vibes and well wishes I'll keep everyone posted. Hoping I can get a little sleep.

[Tee]

  well I didn't get the job not sure what to do now don't see a way out of my hole.

[Not Alone]

Tee, I am so sorry. 

[Snowdrop]

Oh no. I'm sorry.

[sanmagic7]

o, sweetie, so very sorry.  love and hugs, and we can still sit on the porch for a bit if you'd like.  take a breath, just be.   

[Tee]

I'm not sure what to do..? When I've been in a hole for most of the summer.  Trying to get out trying to see the light trying not let it cave in on me.  I start my psychosocial semester on Monday which is the hardest for normal people pretty sure it was going to be almost impossible for me because of triggers on a good day.  How am I suppose to do it with my world caving in on me? 

I don't know what to do in at the bottom of a pit and it's caving in.  I can't breathe and I don't see anyway out.