Cigarettes

[beautywithin101]

I starting smoking when I was 14 (relatively common in Europe where I grew up part of my life). I still smoke now at 21, and find that it has been one of the things I rely heavily on, and wonder if the act of inhaling smoke itself has somehow protected me, because it is in a way meditative. It is obviously harming, and it's the one thing I can't quit. I smoked weed for a solid two years and feel like that also was a good method for staying relaxed during a lot of abuse, but it also caused paranoia and more memory issues as well as psychosis. I quit the weed but find myself being drawn to it as a sort of self soothing medication, and am considering getting a legal prescription.