So this feeling malarkey... it's difficult. I can't get my head around it.
I'm learning about feelings. They confuse me SO much.
Today I felt something. I phoned my M. While I was dialling her number and the phone was ringing I suddenly became aware of my heart pounding and that I was shaking. I have no idea what emotion went with it.
I am wondering if people generally just blot out the emotion side of feelings or the physical side too.
I have never noticed that reaction before, I'm wondering if it was there before and I didn't notice or if it's new and things are bubbling up as I'm accessing more of my past and confronting it.
I'd appreciate hearing any thoughts, ideas, similar experiences, comments, etc you have.
I'm learning about feelings. They confuse me SO much.
Today I felt something. I phoned my M. While I was dialling her number and the phone was ringing I suddenly became aware of my heart pounding and that I was shaking. I have no idea what emotion went with it.
I am wondering if people generally just blot out the emotion side of feelings or the physical side too.
I have never noticed that reaction before, I'm wondering if it was there before and I didn't notice or if it's new and things are bubbling up as I'm accessing more of my past and confronting it.
I'd appreciate hearing any thoughts, ideas, similar experiences, comments, etc you have.