Dutch Uncle,
I just somehow lost the message I was draft, so this is a second try.
Your sister is indeed "hoovering." And you are asking questions I know well. You will want, I think, to ask yourself two overarching questions. The first is whether you see any prospects for change on her part. You don't report any. But you know the dynamics here.
The second question is whether making contact to inform her of no contact is worthwhile. It's a contradiction, of course, and in my experience is a message rarely heard.
I went NC with an abusive mother almost twenty-five years ago. I don't think I ever said so directly, but I'd have had to shout over the barrage of ridicule and contempt that was her constant message. Gradually, she realized that I meant business. But the hoovering has never stopped. I still receive letters describing my many faults and the ways in which I've let her down. Like your sister, she apparently has no awareness of her own behavior. The final cutoff came after a particularly violent episode, but it's the emotional abuse, which was constant, that still makes me shudder.
My thinking goes something like this: if she could ever take at least some responsibility for her own behavior, I might consider contact, at least in a limited way. But messages are anything but acknowledgment of her behavior. Instead, they're all about my deficiencies. I don't believe I've ever heard her apologize for anything. Faced with someone so intractable, I've seen few options but not to respond to the messages. Still, they haven't stopped. I've not been hoovered, but neither am I recovered.
Your sister's message is different, but what you've quoted suggests little acknowledgment that she needs to examine her behavior. Rather, she's adept at shifting blame for problematic family dynamics. From what you describe, she seems always to take the initiative to name a problem and so puts you on the defensive. Taking the initiative allows her to set the terms of the conflict (whatever it is at the moment). I note that someone concerned for you might more openly ask what was wrong/what she might have done/how she might help make it right.
You are right, I think, in judging that your response now will have consequences for some time to come. You are establishing a new pattern. You will probably want to consider what you would truly want (is NC preferable?) and what may truly be possible.
I just somehow lost the message I was draft, so this is a second try.
Your sister is indeed "hoovering." And you are asking questions I know well. You will want, I think, to ask yourself two overarching questions. The first is whether you see any prospects for change on her part. You don't report any. But you know the dynamics here.
The second question is whether making contact to inform her of no contact is worthwhile. It's a contradiction, of course, and in my experience is a message rarely heard.
I went NC with an abusive mother almost twenty-five years ago. I don't think I ever said so directly, but I'd have had to shout over the barrage of ridicule and contempt that was her constant message. Gradually, she realized that I meant business. But the hoovering has never stopped. I still receive letters describing my many faults and the ways in which I've let her down. Like your sister, she apparently has no awareness of her own behavior. The final cutoff came after a particularly violent episode, but it's the emotional abuse, which was constant, that still makes me shudder.
My thinking goes something like this: if she could ever take at least some responsibility for her own behavior, I might consider contact, at least in a limited way. But messages are anything but acknowledgment of her behavior. Instead, they're all about my deficiencies. I don't believe I've ever heard her apologize for anything. Faced with someone so intractable, I've seen few options but not to respond to the messages. Still, they haven't stopped. I've not been hoovered, but neither am I recovered.
Your sister's message is different, but what you've quoted suggests little acknowledgment that she needs to examine her behavior. Rather, she's adept at shifting blame for problematic family dynamics. From what you describe, she seems always to take the initiative to name a problem and so puts you on the defensive. Taking the initiative allows her to set the terms of the conflict (whatever it is at the moment). I note that someone concerned for you might more openly ask what was wrong/what she might have done/how she might help make it right.
You are right, I think, in judging that your response now will have consequences for some time to come. You are establishing a new pattern. You will probably want to consider what you would truly want (is NC preferable?) and what may truly be possible.