tea-the-artist
As I've read your posts this came to mind: "Is it possible that this is a transition period, like rebooting a computer to its original "factory" settings? Our brains are rewired by our traumatic experiences. Could this sense of being lost be a mourning for the person you thought you were and a fear that there is no "factory setting" to return to?
I'm not suggesting you be content to remain like this or not seek help, I'm just wondering if this interpretation of your experience might help as you make the transition/reboot.
As I've read your posts this came to mind: "Is it possible that this is a transition period, like rebooting a computer to its original "factory" settings? Our brains are rewired by our traumatic experiences. Could this sense of being lost be a mourning for the person you thought you were and a fear that there is no "factory setting" to return to?
I'm not suggesting you be content to remain like this or not seek help, I'm just wondering if this interpretation of your experience might help as you make the transition/reboot.