Hi Lina24
I really appreciate what Sanmagic7 and Kizzie said in their response to your confusion.
I'd like to add that what you said about how'd you respond to someone else in your situation, how you would offer consideration and kindness, is what I've learned to do when facing the same dilemma.
Sometimes I will ask how I'd treat someone else then use that as direction for how to treat myself.
I'm fairly new to this, in fact this is my first post. So maybe not ideal advice but I do know
You absolutely do matter and deserve the same kindness and respect as you would show another.
I really appreciate what Sanmagic7 and Kizzie said in their response to your confusion.
I'd like to add that what you said about how'd you respond to someone else in your situation, how you would offer consideration and kindness, is what I've learned to do when facing the same dilemma.
Sometimes I will ask how I'd treat someone else then use that as direction for how to treat myself.
I'm fairly new to this, in fact this is my first post. So maybe not ideal advice but I do know
You absolutely do matter and deserve the same kindness and respect as you would show another.