Quote from: Badmemories on November 29, 2014, 12:38:23 PM
I used to call My mom when I was Young a bi45h! She really was, It has got better now that she is older...Sometimes when I separate the abuse and control and how it affected me, I sometimes thank her in My heart though. I was so awfully intimidated by her that I didn't DARE get into much trouble. The early 70's were pretty turbulent and I know many people that ended up in Jail!
I can identify. Hiding to get away from the Awful may have protected me from the Worse. Feeling the way I did back then probably made me vulnerable to people that would have gotten me into a lot of trouble.