One of the symptoms of C-PTSD is "disassociation" and one of the definitions of "disassociation" is "daydreaming." I do a lot of it. As a kid, I made up a bunch of imaginary characters and named some of them based on people I knew in real life. I also read a lot of mysteries and watched a lot of cartoon/mystery shows, and I concocted plots involving my imaginary friends getting involved in mysteries and things like that. I read a lot of Nancy Drew and watched cartoons like Scooby-Doo and Josie and the Pussycats. (And of course, I was one of the "characters" involved in those imaginary plots."
Some of those plots have evolved into book ideas. I call myself a writer in training because I write, but I am not published yet.
I found, and still find, myself going into the world of my imaginary friends and my characters. It seems that withdrawal was my modus operandi as a child, because I couldn't figure out a way to make the bullies stop picking on me. So when you can't fight, you retreat.
I don't think I'm psychotic. I know that my imaginary world is just that. It's imaginary. My imaginary friends are not real. I wish they were; I'd rather live in their world, where things end up working out, than in mine, when things just don't seem to work at times. It hasn't been until just very recently that I've wondered, is this a symptom of C-PTSD that I have? I've definitely used it as a coping mechanism.
Some of those plots have evolved into book ideas. I call myself a writer in training because I write, but I am not published yet.
I found, and still find, myself going into the world of my imaginary friends and my characters. It seems that withdrawal was my modus operandi as a child, because I couldn't figure out a way to make the bullies stop picking on me. So when you can't fight, you retreat.
I don't think I'm psychotic. I know that my imaginary world is just that. It's imaginary. My imaginary friends are not real. I wish they were; I'd rather live in their world, where things end up working out, than in mine, when things just don't seem to work at times. It hasn't been until just very recently that I've wondered, is this a symptom of C-PTSD that I have? I've definitely used it as a coping mechanism.