Starbunny,
Welcome to the forum. I'm very glad you sought it out and that you found it and that you joined. Thank you for writing the introduction. I'm very sorry to hear about your dad's suicide. My little sister passed away in what I believe was most likely a suicide 16 years ago and I have found it to be the most difficult thing I've ever had to live with. So, I empathize, and I know that what you are going through is no small thing to deal with.
It is very hard to leave home, both logistically and emotionally. I hope you feel comfortable to share here whenever you feel the need. the people on this forum are kind, and have collectively lived through almost anything you can possibly bring in. So, please feel free to share whatever you feel you need or want to share. As little or as much. The guidelines are just there to keep us from becoming political or meanspirited or offensive, but those are just the commonsense rules of kindness.
And about memory, I get that too. That same thing has been happening to me lately too. I met someone last week for the first time. Then, yesterday, I remembered that I'd met her already in November of last year and even had conversations with her. It was such a shock to realize that I'd had that odd lapse in recall. But then I remembered those lapses used to happen to me all the time when I was younger and dealing with my narcissistic family.
Be as active as you want to be. Lurking is okay too.
Welcome.
Welcome to the forum. I'm very glad you sought it out and that you found it and that you joined. Thank you for writing the introduction. I'm very sorry to hear about your dad's suicide. My little sister passed away in what I believe was most likely a suicide 16 years ago and I have found it to be the most difficult thing I've ever had to live with. So, I empathize, and I know that what you are going through is no small thing to deal with.
It is very hard to leave home, both logistically and emotionally. I hope you feel comfortable to share here whenever you feel the need. the people on this forum are kind, and have collectively lived through almost anything you can possibly bring in. So, please feel free to share whatever you feel you need or want to share. As little or as much. The guidelines are just there to keep us from becoming political or meanspirited or offensive, but those are just the commonsense rules of kindness.
And about memory, I get that too. That same thing has been happening to me lately too. I met someone last week for the first time. Then, yesterday, I remembered that I'd met her already in November of last year and even had conversations with her. It was such a shock to realize that I'd had that odd lapse in recall. But then I remembered those lapses used to happen to me all the time when I was younger and dealing with my narcissistic family.
Be as active as you want to be. Lurking is okay too.
Welcome.