I recently had an emotional flashback

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How are you doing Blanca? Christmas time is coming up soon, I hope that's helpful for you. Are you able to relax, and maybe sneak away on a vacation for a bit?

I've been thinking about you recently, I hope you're doing alright. Sorry I didn't ask sooner, it's really hard to keep the days straight right now.

Don't worry. Thanks for replying anyway.
These days I feel really defensive, like everything triggers me. It's like I'm on edge all the time.
This is the first christmas I'm going to spend here in my town, I think it is going to be relaxing. 

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Now that I re-read the post and think about it, I don't think it was actually an EF, I'm too dissociated to be that