The tipping point…

[sanmagic7]

hey, chart, i watched some of what he had to say, but i could feel it getting too close to something primal, so i quit.  too much emotional stuff going on this weekend, can't take any more.  however, it makes sense to me that, and i think a lot of us here have an awareness of this already, that what we went thru as infants/children has shaped how we not only see the world today, but also how we see ourselves in that world.  and our emotions are part of that 'seeing', aren't they?  the type of emotions, the intensity, the physical way we express them - i think it's all in there, has all been shaped by what went on w/ us and the others in our lives from birth onward.  possibly before birth as well.

at any rate, good stuff.  thanks for sharing.  love and hugs

[Chart]

Thanks SO and San!!!


Well, if dysregulation indicates "not broken" I'm as whole as an apple tonight. Just sitting here with my pain. Breathing, trying to not push it away or dissociate. It's really hard... but you know that already. I'm trying to read and visit around the Forum. That's hard too. Finding that I want to reply, in fact have things I'd like to contribute... but I feel fake and false and empty and, and all that crap... Even the duck video didn't help me. You know your in the dung when even the duck video fails to bring any light into the gloom...