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[Ran]

Hello!

My name is Ran and I am 34 years old, from Estonia and I have a very long story of everything that has happened what has only now in the recent years started affecting me so much more. I'm a bit scared to post, because I fear that I missed something in rules or that people find my story not belonging in this forum as somehow it's unrelated to the cptsd and tell me to go find a therapist, what I will. I have psychiatrist appointment coming up as I want to get official diagnosis, because it very much disturbes my everyday life to the point where I am mean to people, when I don't want to. I'm impulsive and experience cptsd related symptoms. I'm mostly here to learn and maybe get support as I feel incredibly isolated and all alone. Last time someone told me to go journal my thoughts down, when I was just looking for someone that could understand. I was in a very bad crisis, but I'm currently a lot more calmer. I will tell my full story soon as I get the chance. Nice to meet you all.

[NarcKiddo]

Hello, and welcome. I hope your upcoming appointment is helpful.

[Kizzie]

Good to meet you too Ran, welcome to Out of the Storm  I hope you will find being here helpful and supportive.

Trigger warnings are for when a member goes into a bit of detail that they think might be triggering for other members. We don't always know what will/won't be a trigger so just do your best and if you have questions just PM me. It's the overly graphic details we try and avoid here because obviously that will be triggering for many.  I hope this helps.

Kizzie

[LadyBoar]

Hey there, Ran! Welcome!
I was also scared of posting for the first time, worrying if I even belonged here, turns out I do and I'm sure so do you, after all is not like any of us would choose to deal with these symptoms.
I hope you find this forum as helpful as me and many others do.
 

[Ran]

Hello, and welcome. I hope your upcoming appointment is helpful.

Thank you.

[Ran]

Good to meet you too Ran, welcome to Out of the Storm  I hope you will find being here helpful and supportive.

Trigger warnings are for when a member goes into a bit of detail that they think might be triggering for other members. We don't always know what will/won't be a trigger so just do your best and if you have questions just PM me. It's the overly graphic details we try and avoid here because obviously that will be triggering for many.  I hope this helps.

Kizzie

Allright. I'll do my best and thank you. I wasn't sure how far does too graphic go to, like what is the line, because I don't want to trigger anyone.

[Ran]

Hey there, Ran! Welcome!
I was also scared of posting for the first time, worrying if I even belonged here, turns out I do and I'm sure so do you, after all is not like any of us would choose to deal with these symptoms.
I hope you find this forum as helpful as me and many others do.
 

Thank you for warm greeting. Yes it's hard. Reading a bit about it all helps a lot.