Something weird happened last night, and i'm still not sure what to think about it.
So I have this neighbour, he lives a few doors down. I don't really know him, I bump into him from time to time in the elevator and sometimes there's some smalltalk. That's about it.
He's probably about 10 years older than I am, he lives alone (like the most of us in this building) and I suspect that he has some kind of learning disability. He's nice enough, he's just seems a little oblivious to social ques, and he seems a bit...slow? I don't mean that in a derogatory way or anything, I just don't know how else to describe it.
Anyway, last night at around 11pm, I got a random Facebook message from him, asking (and i'm translating this as best I can): "Can I call on you tomorrow to drive me to the supermarket, if it's raining?". I was a little taken aback since it was out of nowhere, I hardly know the guy, and the wording was just a bit strange. I mean, there was no reason given other than the possibility of rain, and he didn't exactly ask if I would be willing to help him out, it seemed almost more like he was assuming that since I have a car, I have some kind of duty to others that can be called on. It was just weird. If he would have been like "I broke my leg, can you pick up some groceries for me", I wouldn't have minded. But this just seemed odd.
But I didn't want to be the one to be paranoid or anything, after all, he's always been normal or nice to me, so I told him I couldn't because I had work (which I did). To which he asked me what time I had work...At this point I was really weirded out and slightly annoyed, so I told him I was really busy, and that I couldn't help him. He wished me goodnight and left it at that.
At first I just thought it was weird, but the more I thought about it, the more odd it seemed to me. I mean, I was really confused! The question made no sense given the context. So I was torn between "Is he really just a simple-minded bloke, innocently asking a question and not realizing how it comes across? Or is something weird going on?" . And then at the same time I felt a sense of guilt, because it could just as easily have been someone who was genuinely asking for help, but just going about it in an unhandy way. I'm not saying that he had ill intentions, but it's possible all the same. And even if that were not the case, it could become one of those "give them a finger and they'll take your whole hand" things...
I actually did lock all my doors and windows before I went to bed, and I was actually on alert. And today I was worried that he'd be waiting for me when I got home from work, to catch me out and say "Hey, I see you're back, now you can help me!".
I will say, i'm glad I said no. I'm much better at boundaries than I have been. I remember a time when I agreed to drive my alcoholic landlord to the liquor store so that she could buy all the bottles she needed to replace the bottles she stole from my housemate. That's how easy it was to guilt-trip me into anything. So I guess I've come a long way.
But still...I mean, this is weird right? Or is it just me?
So I have this neighbour, he lives a few doors down. I don't really know him, I bump into him from time to time in the elevator and sometimes there's some smalltalk. That's about it.
He's probably about 10 years older than I am, he lives alone (like the most of us in this building) and I suspect that he has some kind of learning disability. He's nice enough, he's just seems a little oblivious to social ques, and he seems a bit...slow? I don't mean that in a derogatory way or anything, I just don't know how else to describe it.
Anyway, last night at around 11pm, I got a random Facebook message from him, asking (and i'm translating this as best I can): "Can I call on you tomorrow to drive me to the supermarket, if it's raining?". I was a little taken aback since it was out of nowhere, I hardly know the guy, and the wording was just a bit strange. I mean, there was no reason given other than the possibility of rain, and he didn't exactly ask if I would be willing to help him out, it seemed almost more like he was assuming that since I have a car, I have some kind of duty to others that can be called on. It was just weird. If he would have been like "I broke my leg, can you pick up some groceries for me", I wouldn't have minded. But this just seemed odd.
But I didn't want to be the one to be paranoid or anything, after all, he's always been normal or nice to me, so I told him I couldn't because I had work (which I did). To which he asked me what time I had work...At this point I was really weirded out and slightly annoyed, so I told him I was really busy, and that I couldn't help him. He wished me goodnight and left it at that.
At first I just thought it was weird, but the more I thought about it, the more odd it seemed to me. I mean, I was really confused! The question made no sense given the context. So I was torn between "Is he really just a simple-minded bloke, innocently asking a question and not realizing how it comes across? Or is something weird going on?" . And then at the same time I felt a sense of guilt, because it could just as easily have been someone who was genuinely asking for help, but just going about it in an unhandy way. I'm not saying that he had ill intentions, but it's possible all the same. And even if that were not the case, it could become one of those "give them a finger and they'll take your whole hand" things...
I actually did lock all my doors and windows before I went to bed, and I was actually on alert. And today I was worried that he'd be waiting for me when I got home from work, to catch me out and say "Hey, I see you're back, now you can help me!".
I will say, i'm glad I said no. I'm much better at boundaries than I have been. I remember a time when I agreed to drive my alcoholic landlord to the liquor store so that she could buy all the bottles she needed to replace the bottles she stole from my housemate. That's how easy it was to guilt-trip me into anything. So I guess I've come a long way.
But still...I mean, this is weird right? Or is it just me?