I hate to say this but dramamama your husband sounds like he's one of us. These are typical narcissistic and ocd traits
Reading your post made me think of my ex partner who, no matter how I tried to share my problems with her, wanted to blame our relationship problems on me, as I was in therapy so must have been the mad one. It takes two to make a bad relationship, although I don't want to sound like I am victim blaming.
You could have a kind of co-dependent relationship where he acts out a naughty child while and you act out a stern critical parent. You both are together because on some level you both get something from that. We are inherently attracted to people who subconsciously remind us of our parents. Firestone and Catlett's Fear of intimacy is a great read.
Reading your post made me think of my ex partner who, no matter how I tried to share my problems with her, wanted to blame our relationship problems on me, as I was in therapy so must have been the mad one. It takes two to make a bad relationship, although I don't want to sound like I am victim blaming.
You could have a kind of co-dependent relationship where he acts out a naughty child while and you act out a stern critical parent. You both are together because on some level you both get something from that. We are inherently attracted to people who subconsciously remind us of our parents. Firestone and Catlett's Fear of intimacy is a great read.