Another mixed day.
Finally got some help. I've trained a colleague to fo some routine tasks this should free up about 30-45 minutes per day.
But....I've found some more mistakes!!! My perfectionism is terrible!!! I've made 7 mistakes in the last 4 months. That's more than the last 12 months. I feel useless!
I'm hoping that I can pull it all back on track with this help that I've got. But I'm worried that people will lose faith in me or I'll get in trouble.
I don't think that I'm switching off properly. With the new email system it's so easy to log in to check. And my perfectionism is making me do this all the time!!
I know I need to forget about work when I'm not there. So that I'm at my best when I'm there. But I feel quite dissociated at the moment. I feel like I'm loosing my mind. It's quite frightening really. I even forgot my PIN number (which I've had for years). I'm doing things twice, or forgetting them totally.....
Finally got some help. I've trained a colleague to fo some routine tasks this should free up about 30-45 minutes per day.
But....I've found some more mistakes!!! My perfectionism is terrible!!! I've made 7 mistakes in the last 4 months. That's more than the last 12 months. I feel useless!
I'm hoping that I can pull it all back on track with this help that I've got. But I'm worried that people will lose faith in me or I'll get in trouble.
I don't think that I'm switching off properly. With the new email system it's so easy to log in to check. And my perfectionism is making me do this all the time!!
I know I need to forget about work when I'm not there. So that I'm at my best when I'm there. But I feel quite dissociated at the moment. I feel like I'm loosing my mind. It's quite frightening really. I even forgot my PIN number (which I've had for years). I'm doing things twice, or forgetting them totally.....