oh boy, absolutely, Boatssr! it's awful but it's a comfort to realise so manyof us experience this too. it makes it more bearable somehow and i'm grateful i spotted this thread.
i beat myself up often about being so ga-ga, but reading this thread i realise what a whacking dose of stuff i am on: 30mg citalopram and 50mg Trazodone... no wonder my brain is so fried. i am not surprised now tht i can't seem to concentrate for more than ten minutes unless i am stuck in front of brainless tv. (currently 'Bones' re-runs).
i wish i could go back on sertraline, it really was the best anti-dep i have found for me, but it also exacerbated my arthritis greatly so i had to stop it. also it may have been part of the cause of the microscopic colitis i develped.
like you say, Danaus, one * of a trade-off. personally it's a price i daren't not pay at present, as it's stopping the downward mood spiral. don't feel wonderful, but also not at suicidal stage, which has to be good!
and i wonder if i am kidding myself about being ill!!??
i beat myself up often about being so ga-ga, but reading this thread i realise what a whacking dose of stuff i am on: 30mg citalopram and 50mg Trazodone... no wonder my brain is so fried. i am not surprised now tht i can't seem to concentrate for more than ten minutes unless i am stuck in front of brainless tv. (currently 'Bones' re-runs).
i wish i could go back on sertraline, it really was the best anti-dep i have found for me, but it also exacerbated my arthritis greatly so i had to stop it. also it may have been part of the cause of the microscopic colitis i develped.
like you say, Danaus, one * of a trade-off. personally it's a price i daren't not pay at present, as it's stopping the downward mood spiral. don't feel wonderful, but also not at suicidal stage, which has to be good!
and i wonder if i am kidding myself about being ill!!??