Well I for one are hugely proud of you Hellipig. Articulating this stuff and getting analytical on its scary components is a major leap in recovery.
You will get there in the end, and it will happen because you are learning to gain objectivity and to own the situations you are facing and the legacy of your traumatic past.
Knowledge is power. Keep pushing out and testing your reactions, build up the best picture you can.
It hurts, but you are winning.
You will get there in the end, and it will happen because you are learning to gain objectivity and to own the situations you are facing and the legacy of your traumatic past.
Knowledge is power. Keep pushing out and testing your reactions, build up the best picture you can.
It hurts, but you are winning.