Hi fullofsoundandfury.
Hoping very much that you are keeping up with the meals. You're right about meals like soup, very straightforward, and that's what I had for lunch yesterday as well!! Quite enjoyed it!
The Pete Walker book is excellent. Quite early on he basically says that it is almost impossible for people from dysfunctional families /with c-ptsd not to have some form of disordered eating. Great validation. As I read on I came to realise that I had probably been in a regression for the past two weeks hence the extra triggering around food. I have felt so awful for these weeks but being able to explain it as an extended EF makes so much sense. Firstly it was my birthday which I find difficult to cope with. Then it was the fact that my husband was on leave from work. Holidays of any kind were so upsetting and stressful as a child due to my awful parents. I don't remember any of my birthdays but remember all to well the absolute horror of family holidays. Everything my foo did revolved around food /how amazingly nurturing my nm was. It's so good to be able to understand what I have been experiencing for the last couple of weeks.
Talking here and putting that together with the book has been so helpful. Thank you so much. I am feeling quite a bit better now.
Please keep up the good work of looking after yourself with these simple meals. We can do this!
Libby.
Hoping very much that you are keeping up with the meals. You're right about meals like soup, very straightforward, and that's what I had for lunch yesterday as well!! Quite enjoyed it!
The Pete Walker book is excellent. Quite early on he basically says that it is almost impossible for people from dysfunctional families /with c-ptsd not to have some form of disordered eating. Great validation. As I read on I came to realise that I had probably been in a regression for the past two weeks hence the extra triggering around food. I have felt so awful for these weeks but being able to explain it as an extended EF makes so much sense. Firstly it was my birthday which I find difficult to cope with. Then it was the fact that my husband was on leave from work. Holidays of any kind were so upsetting and stressful as a child due to my awful parents. I don't remember any of my birthdays but remember all to well the absolute horror of family holidays. Everything my foo did revolved around food /how amazingly nurturing my nm was. It's so good to be able to understand what I have been experiencing for the last couple of weeks.
Talking here and putting that together with the book has been so helpful. Thank you so much. I am feeling quite a bit better now.
Please keep up the good work of looking after yourself with these simple meals. We can do this!
Libby.