Hi
I really have reached a point where I am so fed up, upset (and bored) of my inner critic. Mine is always the same theme and is driving me to a place of feeling mad. This theme seeps into so many area of my life.
So it goes 'your unintelligent' 'your uninteresting' 'your boring'. I then go into freeze and then I doubly feel I am the above. This inner votive stuff affects me at work, friendships, socialising and any kind of performance based activity. All I want to do is run and go to sleep when it hits. It's like every word I breathe gives more evidence to 'see you are those things'. Do I believe the thoughts well yes I do. I'd give anything to be someone else at these times and be the perceived kind of intelligent, interesting person that I view so many people are.
The pain and drop in my mood is getting me well .. getting me down. I feel so uncomfortable with it.
It's like being abused except in some ways worse because I'm so aware and feel so powerless.
Will it ever go away ? I ask myself.
Any experiences, thoughts and especially solutions that may help will
Be very very gratefully received.
I really have reached a point where I am so fed up, upset (and bored) of my inner critic. Mine is always the same theme and is driving me to a place of feeling mad. This theme seeps into so many area of my life.
So it goes 'your unintelligent' 'your uninteresting' 'your boring'. I then go into freeze and then I doubly feel I am the above. This inner votive stuff affects me at work, friendships, socialising and any kind of performance based activity. All I want to do is run and go to sleep when it hits. It's like every word I breathe gives more evidence to 'see you are those things'. Do I believe the thoughts well yes I do. I'd give anything to be someone else at these times and be the perceived kind of intelligent, interesting person that I view so many people are.
The pain and drop in my mood is getting me well .. getting me down. I feel so uncomfortable with it.
It's like being abused except in some ways worse because I'm so aware and feel so powerless.
Will it ever go away ? I ask myself.
Any experiences, thoughts and especially solutions that may help will
Be very very gratefully received.