I think that's all so true, and a lot of that stuff is echoed in the OOTF site. They have created a coping mechanism that minimizes your issues so much that is works for them. Not you. And to them you are a cliche. My parents would accuse me of things a typical teenager would do my age, but things I never, ever even thought of doing. When I came home late from play practice, just about to do my homework, so that I could get straight A's in my advanced and college level classes, my mom would tell me she almost called the police because she thought I was off somewhere doing drugs or having sex. Nothing I ever did screamed I'm going to rebel and do those things. And I almost wanted to do those things anyway. You've already pegged me as that kind of girl, you don't trust me at all, so why not just go ahead and do it? I wouldn't be disappointing you, I'd be giving you something to complain about to your other mom friends. Oh my silly teenager. She's such a cliche.
And whenever an attending thinks of me as a med school student cliche, I get so angry and frustrated I want to cry. An emotional flashback for sure. I just had this epiphany today. Med students, they don't really want to get to know patients, they just want to sit and study for their exams. They don't want to sit and talk to patient's about their problems. Doctors also have this detached I don't care attitude because we all know full well under the surface we care so much we hurt. I'm not a cliche. I'm a person, and very different from most med school students I know, who either are or learned to be emotionally retarded. Feelings? What are those? I mean it just feeds my dysfunction. Any emotional abuse I speak of with my family I typically just get "oh silly parents, mine are just like that." response. No they probably aren't! Or if they did maybe you need help too! Don't minimize my problems!
Urgh.
And whenever an attending thinks of me as a med school student cliche, I get so angry and frustrated I want to cry. An emotional flashback for sure. I just had this epiphany today. Med students, they don't really want to get to know patients, they just want to sit and study for their exams. They don't want to sit and talk to patient's about their problems. Doctors also have this detached I don't care attitude because we all know full well under the surface we care so much we hurt. I'm not a cliche. I'm a person, and very different from most med school students I know, who either are or learned to be emotionally retarded. Feelings? What are those? I mean it just feeds my dysfunction. Any emotional abuse I speak of with my family I typically just get "oh silly parents, mine are just like that." response. No they probably aren't! Or if they did maybe you need help too! Don't minimize my problems!
Urgh.