Welcome Andyman
Well, that's no small amount of life you are describing there, dreadful and totally beyond disgusting to have put you through that. The good news is that you are reaching out and beginning the process of recovery by making yourself heard. You are doing the right thing to begin this tough and brave journey, but you are not alone, and the symptoms you are feeling have been looked at and people have done much work to find ways of recovery for you. Start by giving yourself the freedom to feel things free of shame or guilt, none of it was your fault and what you feel now is a natural response to the trauma. NATURAL. That's the mantra really, Not your fault, a natural response, not alone. Tell your story in here as much as you need to, we understand and we are on your side. All power to you hombre.
Well, that's no small amount of life you are describing there, dreadful and totally beyond disgusting to have put you through that. The good news is that you are reaching out and beginning the process of recovery by making yourself heard. You are doing the right thing to begin this tough and brave journey, but you are not alone, and the symptoms you are feeling have been looked at and people have done much work to find ways of recovery for you. Start by giving yourself the freedom to feel things free of shame or guilt, none of it was your fault and what you feel now is a natural response to the trauma. NATURAL. That's the mantra really, Not your fault, a natural response, not alone. Tell your story in here as much as you need to, we understand and we are on your side. All power to you hombre.