still headaches this evening, but i've made my first home cooked meal (i think? my memory has been pretty bad) this week/month?
tomorrow I'll commit to staying off the computer and phone until my session. friends have sent soc media messages but I don't feel like checking them. it can wait until friday. tomorrow I'll tidy the room and do some watercolor painting since I'm still waiting on a client's feedback.
I'm afraid to try again but maybe I will try to ask 17 to guide me in the painting. it was really hard last week. painting something sad instead of flowers hurts. but I want to try more intuitive and expressive painting and I think she'd be really good at that. Doesn't have to be perfect. "Who the ** cares!??" she'd shout I agree
tomorrow I'll commit to staying off the computer and phone until my session. friends have sent soc media messages but I don't feel like checking them. it can wait until friday. tomorrow I'll tidy the room and do some watercolor painting since I'm still waiting on a client's feedback.
I'm afraid to try again but maybe I will try to ask 17 to guide me in the painting. it was really hard last week. painting something sad instead of flowers hurts. but I want to try more intuitive and expressive painting and I think she'd be really good at that. Doesn't have to be perfect. "Who the ** cares!??" she'd shout I agree