Autumn, your story is so tragic, and I understand that you have kept back the worst of it. Your parents were horrific people to have treated you so hideously. That your mind survived at all is a miracle.
I am new here myself. I am so glad you found this site and were able to speak of your history and your present circumstances. I hope you will keep coming back to share here with us. You are very good at explaining how a mind adjusts to survive extreme situations. You paint a vivid and compelling picture. I deal with dissociation myself, and I have a hard time putting the experience into words.
Sending lots of hugs to you. Trees
I am new here myself. I am so glad you found this site and were able to speak of your history and your present circumstances. I hope you will keep coming back to share here with us. You are very good at explaining how a mind adjusts to survive extreme situations. You paint a vivid and compelling picture. I deal with dissociation myself, and I have a hard time putting the experience into words.
Sending lots of hugs to you. Trees