Thank you Woodsgnome,
I hold onto to faith that it will get better, and try to forgive myself for the inner powerlessness that I feel. This can't be it, And reading these posts show me I am not alone. It's nice to chat with people who understand, and speak the same language.
I'll admit that sharing anything is difficult, even when the option of anonymity is at my finger tips. Everything seems to be a trigger, but I try to be mentally prepared for the day ahead. Are we all perfectionists? Ultimately, I am posting, so it's a start.
Perhaps a day of play is in order....
I hold onto to faith that it will get better, and try to forgive myself for the inner powerlessness that I feel. This can't be it, And reading these posts show me I am not alone. It's nice to chat with people who understand, and speak the same language.
I'll admit that sharing anything is difficult, even when the option of anonymity is at my finger tips. Everything seems to be a trigger, but I try to be mentally prepared for the day ahead. Are we all perfectionists? Ultimately, I am posting, so it's a start.
Perhaps a day of play is in order....