Since my parents as a kid they taught me rejection,fear and shame of not being worthy. It's followed me like a cloud. I've been sober a year but I sometimes still feel worthless. It is just a false reality though. It starts when I believe the lies. That I am not loved and I am a lost cause.
Then I remember verses in the Bible which point me to the truth that I am loved. That the old things like being abused by my mom before church for example have past away and have nothing to do with my relationship with God. I believe that faith in Jesus cleanses me of all anger, bitterness, and gives me hope that I am being healed. Even though the flashbacks come and go. I have strength.
Then I remember verses in the Bible which point me to the truth that I am loved. That the old things like being abused by my mom before church for example have past away and have nothing to do with my relationship with God. I believe that faith in Jesus cleanses me of all anger, bitterness, and gives me hope that I am being healed. Even though the flashbacks come and go. I have strength.