I don't really know how to to explain this. But all I know is that I seem to just completely freak out in situations which to others may be really minor and mean nothing. I don't understand why, but I spend hours after the event thinking about it , so many thoughts run through my head and I don't know how to deal with them. I become really upset and feel extremely low. In a constant low mood which I cannot get rid of. I try to move on from it but I find myself going on and on about it, which really annoys people around me. 
I guess I just wanted to see if anyone else felt the same way...? I grew up in a one parent home with a extremely controlling sibling. Both my brother and my sister have autism and now my sister is out of the picture, I see my brother becoming the same abusive control freak my sister was.
I guess I just wanted to see if anyone else felt the same way...? I grew up in a one parent home with a extremely controlling sibling. Both my brother and my sister have autism and now my sister is out of the picture, I see my brother becoming the same abusive control freak my sister was.