Hello,
I need to hear some opinion on this, so I decided to write here. Is there an optimal time for starting therapy?
I was thinking about seeking help after I move out, but cognitive dissonance is wearing me down. On the one hand, I am constantly thinking -mostly in the form of intrusive daydreams- about leaving/going NC etc. On the other hand, I believe I am making it up/overreacting etc. So, I can't think thoroughly enough to make a solid plan when this is happening on a daily basis.
I know this is also a symptom of N abuse. I read the symptoms of Cptsd, codependency, N abuse, and I show all of them including this and My M shows almost all traits of NPD.
My concern is if I start therapy and in case it works for me, I will be dealing with a lot of repressed feelings. I dont know if I can handle it while still living with my FOO. Also, I am not sure how I am gonna do the actual moving-out when I go in-between there is abuse/there is no abuse and both of them feels real.
I hope what I am saying is making sense.
Thanks.
I need to hear some opinion on this, so I decided to write here. Is there an optimal time for starting therapy?
I was thinking about seeking help after I move out, but cognitive dissonance is wearing me down. On the one hand, I am constantly thinking -mostly in the form of intrusive daydreams- about leaving/going NC etc. On the other hand, I believe I am making it up/overreacting etc. So, I can't think thoroughly enough to make a solid plan when this is happening on a daily basis.
I know this is also a symptom of N abuse. I read the symptoms of Cptsd, codependency, N abuse, and I show all of them including this and My M shows almost all traits of NPD.
My concern is if I start therapy and in case it works for me, I will be dealing with a lot of repressed feelings. I dont know if I can handle it while still living with my FOO. Also, I am not sure how I am gonna do the actual moving-out when I go in-between there is abuse/there is no abuse and both of them feels real.
I hope what I am saying is making sense.
Thanks.