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Hello saylor.

I hope you are well.

I thank you for taking the time to read my posting, and offering your responses.  I really appreciate what you have written.
I shall continue to post, and hope that I benefit.  I thank you for allowing me to explore.

Your statement "I don't have any answers as not much that I've tried has really helped in any lasting way." is applicable to what I have done, and experience.  It is so disappointing to try so hard, invest so much time and energy, at times be guided down an erroneous path, and realize that if there are any methods to address this disorder to some extent, they are extreme, or unavailable to many.

The symptoms of this disorder have resulted in some incredible actions & decisions, that have resulted in significant misery.  This being pursues a pattern of self sabotage, and the results have to be addressed & coped with.

Please allow me to ask,  have you have experienced something similar that has affected your human experience?

Be well.

Hello.
I hope you are well.  I also hope that I am posting in an appropriate area.
This is my second post on OOTS.  In the first, I prompted for information regarding clinical study trials relevant to cPTSD that include brain scanning and brain implants, which at this point I would seriously consider.
I am 60 years of age, am unemployed due to inability to deal the stress and pressure of front line nursing, have no health insurance, have been misdiagnosed, taken anti-depressant medications that nearly ended this being, practiced a variety of disciplines to address this disorder, can not connect with anyone or anything, and I continue to suffer with symptoms.
Perhaps the most significant symptom in the constant physical nervous system presence of imbalance that is so taxing and draining, and difficult to cope with each day.  I could offer much more regarding issues, but shall not at this time.  There is an emptiness at the center of this being where the energies of a human experience could be, and are not.  I experience that every day, and I am so weary of coping.
I consider that I have few options to pursue to end this misery & suffering.
Perhaps I am hoping that posting and any resulting dialoguing shall provide some benefit.

Hello.
I hope all are well.
I continue to experience symptoms of cPTSD, at age 60, and am so weary of coping with the sickness/illness that is encountered each day.  I am in search of information relevant to clinical studies relating to cPTSD that include brain imaging, and possibly brain stimulation or implants.  As I am currently unemployed with no health insurance benefits as a result of the symptoms of this disorder, I am seeking to participate in a clinical study where costs of scans and brain stimulation or implants, and necessary travel, would be a component of a study.
I shall appreciate any useful information.
I thank you for your consideration.
Be well.
J