HI - I'm here just wanting to learn more and am tired for feeling guilt ridden and emotionally crippled at times. In January, the very day my sweet 12 year old rabbit died, I divorced my husband of 27 years who I married at the age of 19. I feel he can be verbally and spiritually manipulative. I need to be able to see clearly. I doubt myself all the time. It's exhausting. My adult son chooses not to speak with me for over a year now. He took pride in the fact his parents were still married. He lived with us at the time I decided to separate and witnessed my husband crying in front of him as well as passing on misinformation about me.My heart hurts and sometimes I feel like giving up. I choose to carry on. I have a wonderful, loving and supportive adult daughter, who as much as I can, keep her from the issues that haunt me. I do not want to burden her, though I have shared some things because she can be a light when guilt and sadness overtake me. Thanks for reading.