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Hi!

This is actually a second post as I just replied to a post which really hit home and convinced me this was a place for community support.

I am very grateful this site exists and feel very positive about being able to read and write about my issues. Being well is difficult and it has been clear I need to explore my own avenues (as a supplement to professional help).

Local health professionals are OK but I always feel like I'm too extreme a case for them and am scared there won't be appropriate help for me.

Thanks for being there guys,

THE SAME!

I reach out to people because I know it's good for my mental health but most of the world is like it's not there, like it could be there or not and I wouldn't care.

People wouldn't understand as I can seem bubbly, outgoing and friendly and have a well tailored persona to expose when socialising but the world is so blank and meaningless.

Perhaps because I carried lies and was taught to hide so well I am now having to rebuild what life is about but the first step is to find healthy so I try not to think about how disfunctional it is to feel only numbness against the world and the people in it.

One step at a time...