I forgot my password and for some reason never received the email to recover it, but here I am 😬
Thank you all for your responses, I feel much less crazy about how the situation effected me hearing other people's thoughts on it. I feel guilty about how I acted, I've always tried to treat people well and don't feel like my mental illness justifies it, but I have also felt very unheard and misunderstood lately. I rarely consider, and other people rarely understand, how the state of the house in general and other people's habits made it so difficult to practice self care and not be either anxious or dissociated, until I find myself ranting about it with my one friend who still lives there.
Thank you all for your responses, I feel much less crazy about how the situation effected me hearing other people's thoughts on it. I feel guilty about how I acted, I've always tried to treat people well and don't feel like my mental illness justifies it, but I have also felt very unheard and misunderstood lately. I rarely consider, and other people rarely understand, how the state of the house in general and other people's habits made it so difficult to practice self care and not be either anxious or dissociated, until I find myself ranting about it with my one friend who still lives there.