Boy, does my heart go out to you, Hank! I truly understand. I just got here myself and am optimistic -- based on the other responses I've read to your post -- that I'm in the right place. The isolation has been a killer for me as well, although I haven't seen other options, as I really haven't received a tremendous amount of support for the CPTSD, just much invalidation and weird looks. So I haven't opened up about it in years.