For the first time ever I've been hit with cluster of symptoms that have floored me . I'm unable to work , feel anxious , constant brain buzz, crying , feel hyper vigilant and want to avoid everyone and everything . I've been diagnosed with C -PTSD . Many traumas, but ongoing current one of most concern is my current partners sociopathic ex who continues the search and destroy mission . She's now going after me professionally ( defaming me ) . My partner ( also a female ) just got out of hospital . I have been the strong one . The ex has threatened lives , fabricated web of lies to take my partners kids away . Restraining orders don't stick and the court harrassment and sick behavior continues against both of us . I Can't cope with it or much anything else anymore . Pray this awfulness eases up soon .