Hello, Ka. I'm new here, but have been on the OOTF board for a while. It does seem that the world us full if awful people, but I believe the situation is not as bleak as it looks. Good people are out there, kind people who care about others and are living moral lives. They aren't in the majority and are not usually the ones making lots of noise, saying "look at me." So, sometimes you have to pay close attention, sort of like bird watching in the forest. If you give up in looking for them, it makes them harder to see. Hang in there.