Eyessoblue I thought that might be the case, I hope you will bear it in mind for later when I believe you will be in a better state. I think I am doing ok thank you, although at one stage it was very very bad. I have been working on it for years without having a name for it, but only changed my phone number and went unlisted a couple of months ago, which is to say, I got away from my family, which has made a huge difference. I say this not to hijack, but in the hopes it will encourage you 