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hello, and I am finding out that I have to do the same thing. Although, I do not know how to break it off with my family. I am finding that I am codependent on them. While, they want to harm me, and call that love.

I am fighting this diagnosis in my mind. It was suggested that I go online and find some sort of support group. I have CPTSD as a result of trying to survive, literally. I do not know what I hope to get out of this. I am just now finding out that CPTSD is also BPD or borderline personality disorder. I am overwhelmed. I am not allowed to work, going on 7 years now. I still cannot sleep all the way through the night. I am also a combat veteran. I am awaiting acceptance to a doctoral degree program. I have signed up for habitat for humanity. I want to also volunteer at an adoption agency. I hope to one day adopt. I do not self-harm, but have low self-esteem. I also go to church, and want to volunteer there as well. Being positive is foreign to me. Love is almost foreign to me as well, except for the church. I do not want to develop MPD or multiple personality disorder. I need help in figuring out treatments. I am under a licensed psychologist through the va. I need help understanding all of this better, please.