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Hello everyone, I use  forums to learn about my cptsd and help encourage myself to speak more openly about my abuse so I can continue to heal. I am so very grateful that sites such as this exist. 
I use to use another popular site until recently when I got banned for having more than one account  And didn't have a good enough excuse for the founder!  I understand he is the founder but damit ,I poured my heart and soul to some very caring fellow ptsd sufferers and developed some awesome online friends to have some clown take that away because it's his site!  Not sure why this has me so depressed and hyper vigilant! I only have one account on here and hope I can get myself out of this mind frame and continue meeting ppl on here. Thank you for listening.

Hi , I'm new to a lot of all of this and am feeling like I'm going crazy. When I start to get stressed I can feel my eyes start twitching and I think I forget what I'm doing or thinking about. I feel like I'm here but not here?? Many times I snap out of it  I can't catch my breath and I begin to sob. Sometimes I lose time during these moments. Can anyone relate? Are these normal symptoms to expierience?  Thanks for listening