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I am sitting here feeling like I have come upon the promised land when I found this website. I was looking up information on PTSD because my therapist thought I suffered from a form of PTSD dealing with my DPD mother and I have found the validation for her assessment. As stated above, I am dealing with the aftemath of living with a DPD mother for 21 of the 31 years of my life. Right now, I am going through these cycles of unrelenting and unwarrented feeling of anger and comtemptment for life.  Currently, I am reverting more and more to entering fantasies to escape from this anger (something I did mnot know was a manifestation of CPTSD) and I know that I do not need to do that. I am thankful I have found this site to help work on me. I am a member of the sister site, Out of the Fog and it has helped me understand my mother's behavior and how to handle it but I am hoping this site will help me work on me and how I know act and view the worlb based on the experiences I have had. I want to thank whoever started this site because I no longer have to suffer in silence in thinking I am the odd ball out or the social outcast when it comes to this disease.