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barely functioning is my baseline.  And youre right.  Big challenges.

I never knew I wanted my pain validated.  Thanks for that.

Best luck to both of you on your healing journey.

Hello All,

I'm new(ish) here.  I've been bobbing along on this website for 2 weeks.  That's when I was diagnosed.  Of course I went straight home from my therapy appointment and got on Dr. Google. I went into a hole for 4 days.  I was severely detached.  I bawled my eyes out.  Stayed on the couch with my dogs and everything I could possibly need surrounding me.  It was really the first time I had read symptoms, and seen my life in the descriptions.  It was the first time I realized I had a thing.  That this beast was a real thing. 

On day four, my best friend broke me out of the hole. 

It all makes sense now. 

The most difficult thing I hope is over.  And that is being properly diagnosed, so that I can work on it..  After my time in the hole, I just want out.  I have to learn and research, and remove this junk that has rendered me lifeless...and wantless...

I am so grateful for whomever started this page.  Its so nice to know that I'm not alone.